update

I came home to work on some photos for the service.
Mom is still holding in there, we took the oxygen off today, not much was getting to her anyway and she is more comfortable without it on. 
We were told by the nurse that it didn't look like she would pass today or tomorrow.  She sees this type of thing everyday and really does know the signs.  Tammy will spend the night up there and Tracy will go home and go through more of Moms papers, I am doing the pictures and ceremony stuff.
Today we called credit cards for balances, insurance companies, the place Mom did her burial stuff.
We have more on the list but can't start until she passes. 
Sitting there watching her die is the hardest thing I have ever had to do.  Watching the day to day changes in her face and skin and the way she feels.. 
Today me and Tracy were telling her how much we loved her and it was ok to move on.  That we would be ok.
this is just really
hard...............................