Going through all of Moms things and shredding documents is emotionally exhausting.
Each hidden item found a memory brought up and tears shed.
Even though I tried to be super woman yesterday showing little emotion, it is certainly backfiring today. Kind of like holding up a tidal wave of water.
Im grumpy, sad, and cant talk on the phone without bursting into tears.
There is still things to be gone through, we cant seem to do too much at once. We are trying to get done as much as possible before Tracy leaves for Missouri. There will still be much to do after.
Last bills, Medical expenses, Taxes, Thank you cards and on and on..
Tammy is getting her shit together so that she can keep the apartment. Signing all the utilities into her name and figuring out her tax debt to uncle sam. Things that should have been done years ago, But now she HAS to. Some folks just aren't motivated to be self sufficient.
I just don't understand that.
In a couple of months all the bills will be paid and things will start to settle down.
Right now,,, feeling a little lost,, cant wrap my head around anything and great.... crying again.
1 Said WhAT!!:
It will be hard for sure, but you can do it. Stand strong and you'll be able to get through it. No one said it was going to be easy and it's not. But the most important thing is to get some rest and then move on to the next thing on the list to be done. Rest is very important so get some when you can. Even if it's for an hr it's better then nothing.
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